To my blood JJJ.Jr we know its realy your name haha

Why do we keep trying why do we keep typing i ask myself this ,why do i bother because someone has to hear me just 1.This is to JJJ.Jr my second eldest brother as i never meet my eldest.So bro im sorry you and waren went to jail over my house of ill-repute. Warren knew how i survived as he was my mate but he was in rehab his first weekend home if i had just waited or known he would have believed me.I tryed to tell you as i ran out the door we had to leave there was only a small window in the time to get out safely but nooo .Did you even tell waren what i said to you and the people in the room?Well as least as i left i did tell them they had to go haha.How old where you 17 or 18?I forget so much has happened in life but then you could not believe i really was messed up.O well is life. I keep asking why as Mom tryed to tell many people when i got back something was wrong with me my head my spirit my mind but we where from the poor and also mom had to try and work 4 kids are not easy when dads not around and there are people praying off humans daily.Who could ever believe in america poor children did not just run away to find a better life but some where taken to join the slave market that does not exist in the land of the free. I'm so confused my life has been one long painful awaking i thank the Creator for at least im not a parent to a human or i would have messed them up also.to make peace is why i do this peace with myself and maybe a little peace to someone else .and since my last head trauma for once self inflicted as i was holding the handle but can't hear much haha and j have a great life as this is the words i want to last be said to you so im free. be safe walk in peace allways brother of same mother and father peace out Your long gone loving caring protecting confussing little sister Toni the Tiger is dead haha the sun burn her away the son saved Maria.